Thursday, July 13, 2006
still missing my brother like mad... it's never been this quiet in the house and most of all i guess it affected me much more than i expected... now i worry for my parents now and than and my mind keeps flashing images of the whole incident from start till it ended... this sux...
schools been very sucky too... new timetable simply sucks... longer days more empty breaks... was being optimistic about finding teachers for consultation during these timings but remembered me telling the teachers that i'll be meeting them durin the june holidays and in the end i didnt sort of bring me back to the realistic me... but but but A's coming... maybe this will make me wanna do more...
been closer to xinyu and peifen this few days... xinyu because i've been having the urge to tease her everytime i see her and also cause she's been my confidant today... haiz somehow i seem to tell her alot... mm but she doesnt tell me much... peifen because we go back home together ever since she moved to seng kang... mm an also cause she's another confidant and also a target of my suaning...
went back home with peifen today and lucky her la, got a chance to suan me back... tease me about this little baby laughing at me and drooling... and she couldnt stop laughing!!! omg... its just a baby...haha.. mm anyway we didnt fall asleep like we did yesterday and ya was thinking that maybe the bubble tea auntie added too much sugar in our bubble teas... high sugar level... but something proved me wrong... when i went home i recieved a message from peifen saying that she overslept......... ya dots.........
well enjoyed the company of the clique i'm with most of the time in school... been thinking of a clique name but than someone siad who's really in the clique and who's not?? mm maybe its a group of frenz who came together because of byg... even those that didnt participated in byg(shawn xinyu etc) but got to know everyone else through CCS and BYG because of friends... BYGgies... haha thats the 1st name that came into mind
mm y i'm writin so much on my 1st actual post... mm maybe i like to talk to myself and finally got my own blog...
well signing off now.. gotta finish poisson tutorial before mr heng whacks me tml...
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